Lyrical Treats...

So It Goes

2010-11-28T09:11:00.000-05:00

not today.
the spirit has left unexpectedly
and Mary Magdalene won't answer the phone.

I was 'sposed to have been kept through the night.

so it goes

give me emotion, give me life.

Where Have I Been...

2010-11-22T17:19:00.001-05:00

some of everywhere... but that's neither here nor there.

I'm here to explain my absence from poetry and writing.

I haven't written anything public or private in almost 3 months. I feel I just haven't had anything on my mind or haven't been moved. I can only write when my spirit is moved, and lately my spirit hasn't been moved. When I'm happy, in love, sad, heart-broken, upset, vengeful, spiteful, dapper, crazy, or sane I can write for the gods, to the gods, before the gods, about the gods, and against the gods, but when I'm not... nothing happens. And nothing has been happening as of late, but I have good news, I'm starting to feel a little annoyed... so I'm writing, so expect something new soon, real soon!

Pensées dans le jardin...

2010-09-01T15:40:00.001-04:00

You're like gravel.
Not as depressing as asphault,
but not quite as welcoming as the grass,
and far from the freedom of the sand.
But I'll walk along any way.

I'm sure a violet is a violet and a violet from america looks and smells and feels the same as a violet from china, and from britain, and from france, but I'm certain that these violets are special.

Sometimes a good breeze is all we need. Sometimes the sun isn't enough.

(I'm in Paris for the semester, be sure to head over to my other blog for more pics and updates) sirlepaul.tumblr.com

Poetry Spotlight: "SPEAQLOUDLY"

2010-08-10T11:52:00.000-04:00

So this past week, I think I read the MOST AMAZING POEM ever. It comes from one of my favorite bloggers/poets DeVell over at Speaqloudly. The poem is simply entitled "Religion", and when I first read it I fell in love with it immediately. I can't even explain it, neither will I try, because I'm sure you will draw different emotions, concepts and etc from it. So I'll just let you check it out. ("Religion" also makes me think of "Mary Magdalene")

"There is neither heaven nor hell-

Well...

I believe heaven and hell

Is right here

Right on this earth

And I truly believe that I knew this

Since birth

With this waging war between good and evil

And this split

Between malevolent and benevolent people

And everything in between that's going on

We all know the difference

Between our rights and wrongs

I believe in a god.

He is....

Continue Reading @ SpeaqLoudly

Adele & Randomness & Updates

2010-08-07T06:29:00.001-04:00

I haven't written in a while. Why exactly? I know, not exactly. I think it may be a combination of many things due to a lack of time, inspiration or a tear with my passion for writing (poetry) all together. I do know one thing, whenever I hear the following song it makes me think... about writing.

Enough of Adele (although one could never have enough of Adele... right?), and more about me. In the absence of time, my inspiration and passion - I have still been throwing out random phrases, quotes and ideas.
So here goes a few;

I'm working towards peace... but that's a destination, I Can't Reach In Just One Night. But I'm working my way there, good thing I have the moonlight on my side.

The supreme being is the being who lets no other being disturb his mind, body and spirit.

We are all open books. And sometimes we need to be closed and left alone.... just so our stories can manifest on their own.

The world would have been perfect, but then God created people.

[Music] If I only love Janelle Monae for one reason...

2010-05-25T17:32:00.000-04:00

If I only love Janelle Monae for one reason, that'll be just fine, because that one reason would be; how she embodies the musical creativity that Ms. Lauryn Hill once blessed us with. Monae dropped her first full-length LP The ArchAndroid this past week.... and it is a masterpiece. It follows the same creativity and story line of her 2008 EP Metropolis. The album has received much praise, which it deserves - because Monae is a talented young artist with a powerful message to send. Her album features the themes of love, creativity, individuality, social equality, and peac, she definitely lets you know where she stands on these issues.
When listening to her EP or LP you can't help but get the feeling that she is a futuristic, funky cousin of Lauryn Hill, and Monae definitely doesn't shy away from drawing influences from Ms. Hill. I have found a few songs of Monae's that have her embodying the musical stylings of Lauryn.

Neon Valley Street

Janelle definitely was studying the runs and adlibs of Ms. Hill. You can hear it all over this track. Also the production with the horns...... very very very Doo Wop (That Thing).

Oh, Maker

The production is very reminescent of When It Hurts So Bad with the lyrical content and direction of Tell Him.

Sir Greendown, another ArchAndroid cut features production very similar to Nothing Even Matters. While Janelle's songs Sincerely Jane, Mr. President and Locked Inside all have lyrical content and styling used by Lauryn.

Now this is in no way saying that Janelle is a Lauryn clone, because Lauryn is in music league all her own and Monae is definitely her own person. I'm just aknowledging that Janelle draws her music inspiration from a great source, and she puts a GREAT spin on it. Definitely pick up Monae's new album The ArchAndroid - in stores and on iTunes now!

Untitled [Sun]

2010-05-25T16:40:00.001-04:00

I sat among the stars
where I could barely breathe
but it was an ease
compared to when you leave

I sat upon the sun
dressed in black
but it didn't burn as much
as it did when I missed my turn

(C)2010 Kendall Paul

Untitled [The Thing Is]

2010-05-03T18:48:00.000-04:00

The thing is;
I don't hate you

I hate me for letting you hurt me
for letting my guard down
for forgetting everything I stood for.

It'd be easier if I could hate you,
because if I hated you then I could just

kill you
hurt you
runaway from you

even
forgive you!

All things that I can't imagine
doing to myself.

[Music] Something for Everyone.

2010-05-03T17:13:00.003-04:00

Here are a few songs I'm jamming to right now... They're old and new and in-between! =)

Something for the Summer - Maroon5 (Infatuation)
Here is a great tune from Maroon 5 that's perfect for the summer. It's sexy, smooth and danceable... just don't become infatuated.

"Not Seeing The Rest of You Is Getting The Best Of Me....... Must Be Infatuation - I WANT IT!"

Something for the Love-Less - Cher (We All Sleep Alone)

This soft rock standard will help deliver you through any heartbreak or lonely night. Enjoy Cher as she helps those that sleep alone. (S/N this was a really nice performance of this song, very fitting.)

"Somebody all alone faces the night..... You got to be strong when you're out on your on.... Sooner or Later; We All Sleep Alone. I WON'T BE PRISONER TO SOMEONE ELSE'S NEEDS -You may have lovers wherever you roam, but Sooner or Later; We All Sleep Alone"

Something to Hope For - B.o.B. (The Kids w/ Janelle Monae)

This is definitely one of my favorite songs right now. I love the message, the delivery, Janelle Monae and B.o.B.'s chemistry... the entire song is just perfection multiplied by awesomeness. Shout out to Vampire Weekend =)

"...The streets don't give a damn, they're filled with such pollution - the kids don't stand a chance.

Sometimes it's hard to grow, while living in fear of the unknown - Will you run or will you share your light
Tell a story of the live and try? See it when we're given hope that we know that we can grow"

Something for the Lovers - Beyonce (That's Why You're Beautiful)
One of the best songs from the latest LP by Beyonce. A beautiful song about why love is beautiful and why sometimes it should not be questioned. Be patient and enjoy love, when it arrives!

"My heart used to be cold... till your hands laid on my soul - and that's why you're beautiful. I'm not wondering why the sky's blue - that's not my business! I looked up and told myself be patient love, that could be us"

Other songs I'm loving now;

Erykah Badu - 20 Feet Tall (Something to Live By)

Eric Hutchinson - Food Chain (Something Quirky)

Maxwell - Love You (Something to Make Love To)

Journey - Don't Stop Believing (Something for the Believers)

Lady Gaga - Dance In The Dark (Something for the Self Esteem)

Kate Voegele - Devil In Me (Something for the Hurt)

Corrine Bailey Rae - Closer (Something Sensual)

You're The Deal Breaker.

2010-04-13T19:18:00.000-04:00

I made a deal with the Universe; I’d gain the moon and all the stars.

If only I’d forgive you.

If it were that easy then why am I here alone and cold in the dark?

(C) 2010 Kendall Paul

(And) I've Been Fucking Mary Magdalene...

2010-04-13T18:46:00.004-04:00

Been writing this for a while, Don't really have a title yet, but here goes!

I’ve been fucking Mary Magdalene for so long,

Ignoring the fact that I could get along on my own.

Thinking she could save me, and take me home.

But it doesn’t matter, she wasn’t The Virgin anyway

She had no star, no map, nor the way.

And

Now I’m waiting on this train to Jerusalem, seeking the Holy land,

Trying to figure out what’s going on, and why I’m so far from what I know?

Until today I couldn’t comprehend – I was unaware of what to believe.

Looking everywhere for a savior that could respond and a temple to praise,

Not realizing the only temple that could answer my questions was built inside, cement free.

And

I’ll take these questions and answers and bathe in them,

Because no River Jordan will ever wash me Clean.

Even if I hide behind a million Angel wings

I’ll still never get away from the Three Headed judgment -

Of the Trinity: The I, The Myself, and The Me.

And

I’m not God, that’s too much responsibility

Too much Glory and even more blame that my heart just can't take.

Neither am I Jesus, Christian has too much negativity.

Besides if I thought I were, then I wouldn’t be here praying to The I,

Believing in The Me, hoping that The Myself could show me my true identity.

And

I’ve been fucking Mary Magdalene for oh so long,

That I forgot how to get down and wash my feet with the tears of my own,

Instead I’ll let them stream 40 days and 40 nights.

Then I’ll wait for Moses to part my Sorrow Sea

When he arrives, I’ll follow him out of this prison and into a land, hopefully free.

And

Oh My I!!! Now I’m fucking Moses,

I guess I didn’t learn from Magdalene,

That everything I thought I wanted isn’t what I need.

Once removed, yet back where I started.

Point B is Point A, and Point A is Point B.

And

Now I’m writing a book, I’ll call it BibleQur’anTorah,

Or better yet, How To Fuck Yourself For Dummies.

As it will be my reminder to only Fuck Myself,

Because fucking others, only fucks me up… for the worst.

[Page One] Next time began by asking Myself for help!

And

I know this is the way of the wise, because my lunch told me.

See I ate the forbidden fruit, from this tree… the one I’ve been under all this trial,

Yes, I may have fallen, but I have knowledge, knowledge that’s been kept from me all the while

I’ve been naked / exposed, but now I know – I’m aware.

I look over my body and find all that I need, I now see The I, The Myself and The Me.

[Music] Jaheim - Impossible

2010-03-22T18:53:00.002-04:00

Today's music selection comes from soulful R&B crooner Jaheim. He recently released his 5th studio album "Another Round", if you haven't gotten it, you should, it's a great listen for any fan of R&B. One of my favorite songs from the album is "Impossible". The song is mid-tempo love song about loving the one you're with even though there are nay-sayers who think it is impossible. I really enjoy listening to the lyrics, it honestly never gets old to hear a nice song about loving your woman, and ignoring the "haters". The song has an old-school R&B flair, reminiscent of Bill Withers in the late 70's and early 80's.

"Now girl it's impossible
For me to live without you
For me to breath without you
Cause I can see just who I am suppose to be
Now it's Impossible for me to be without love
Girl you make my life about love
So the people see the impossibilities"

Overall Jaheim's Another Round is a great album, it is definitely needed in this market where so many male R&B artists are watering down or crossing over to pop. I think it honestly night be his best, but thats only my opinion (I'm up for discussing it).

Other tracks from "Another Round" worth checking out:

Ain't Leavin' Without You - Throwback Jaheim, Throwback R&B flavor, nice song to groove to.
Finding My Way Back
Till It Happens To You - Great ballad, with gospel influences about allowing love and happiness in your life.
Bed Is Listening - A song for the lovers, this is the type of song that made us like Jaheim in the 1st place.
Another Round - A nice club song, think of it as the mature "Say Ahh" or "Blame It"
Otha Half - Song about losing your "Otha Half". It's very raw and emotional
In My Hands
II Pink Lines - In this song Jaheim explains about the excitement he had when he found out he was a father to be.

Listen To the entire album on Jaheim's Myspace

A Realization

2010-03-22T17:56:00.000-04:00

You broke me, broke me good
but it still gave me a reason to smile,
even through a broken heart.
For I now know that old love lost,
makes way for a new love to be found.

[Music] Motion City Soundtrack - Always Running Out Of Time

2010-03-18T18:08:00.004-04:00

"I won't tell you how to live your life...

so please stay far away from mine

Always watching out for which and whethers

Always running out of time"

Today's music selection comes from the Almost Alice soundtrack, which is a stellar compilation to accompany the movie (more selections from Almost Alice at the end of this post). "Always Running Out Of Time" is one of my favorite songs from the soundtrack, Motion City Soundtrack delivers a mid-uptempo rock/pop standard, with a folksy undertone. The song's lyrics (themed from the Alice In Wonderland movie) mellow over the steady drums and catchy folk-pop rhythm, where the lead singer does a great job of delivering the song's message. It is definitely a great addition to your "On-The-Go" playlist. =)
*Song and Download--->

"I have to know
If you flew away with me
The faster I go
The further away it seems we get
We fall behind
And all of her ends

I should have stayed, But I lost my head
With all of our words, Devoicing themselves
I should have stayed, But I lost my head
I should have stayed, But I lost myself

Always running out of time"

Download

Other tracks from the Almost Alice Soundtrack worthy of checking out.

Avril Lavigne - Alice

All Time Low - Painting Flowers

Kerli - Tea Party

Plain White T's - Welcome To Mystery

Shinedown - Her Name Is Alice

[Inspiration] Dynamic Individual

2010-03-18T17:06:00.000-04:00

Why do we spend our lives trying to find these people that complete us? These people that are supposed to complete our sentences and be in our thoughts constantly? The ones that are there to change and perpetuate our love. Why are we even taught about them? They cause an endless spectrum of disappointment, what happens if you never find them? Are you therefore incomplete? What if you do, and are dissatisfied? Does that mean you don't know yourself? Soulmates... what are they? We talk about them, but how are they defined?

Why shouldn't we be the person we have a strong affinity towards?

In essence, YOU should be the dynamic individual you seek, you should be the change and progress you want in love, and life... and let people accessorize that, not complete it.

In Vain

2010-03-16T12:25:00.001-04:00

Trying to fix you
I broke myself
Thought I was helping enrich you
but I was only losing my wealth
Was finally gaining control
Only to find out I had lost it all
Hoping that my good intentions
Would break the inevitable fall

And all I ever wanted to do
was to save you from the pain
but instead we got caught in this losing game
And now we don't know whose to blame
Maybe we'll learn to get along, alone
or maybe we can continue to love in vain.

-New song in the works...

(C)2010 Kendall-Paul

[Music] A Long Walk On & On #musicmonday

2010-03-15T15:51:00.003-04:00

This week for #musicmonday I bring you my favorite Erykah Badu & Jill Scott songs. Both of these talented ladies brought [and still bring] fresh philosophical lyrics and soothing vocals to the soul genre. Listen closely because they both have a lot to say about love, life, religion and the world. Open your ears and open your mind...

E. Badu:

Green Eyes - love, break-ups, moving on, passion
On & On - life, religion, self-respect, respect for others, philosophy
Love Of My Life - love, hip-hop, urban philosophy

Appletree - individuality, self-respect, philosophy
Bag Lady - moving on, love, life, relationships
Other Side Of The Game - life, responsibility, urban philosophy

Window Seat - peace, self-respect, expression
Next Lifetime - love, relationships, responsibility, wanting
I Want You - love, relationships, wanting, passion
Tyrone (Live) - self-respect, relationships
Back In The Day - urban philosophy, life, reminiscing
...And On - self-love, self-respect, urban philosophy, ego
Vibrate On - self-respect, self-love, peace, relaxation

"But I'm long gone, at home with the vibrate on...my phone.
'Cause I rather be left alone...all night long." - E.B. "Vibrate On"

J. Scott:

My Love - love, relationships, moving on,

Golden - life, philosophy, self-love, religion, self-respect, expression

A Long Walk - expression, love, urban philosophy, philosophy, religion

Gimme - love, sex, sensuality

The Fact Is (I Need You) - love, self-love, wanting, urban philosophy

He Loves Me - love, philosophy, sensuality, relationships

The Real Thing - urban philosophy, ego, self-love, self-respect

"I'm the real thing in stereo... come follow this melodic flow, I can make you shine, I can make you glow" - J.S. "The Real Thing"

Epiphany - urban philosophy, love, sensuality, sex

The Way - love, sensuality, relationships

Hate On Me - urban philosophy, self-love, dignity, free expression

Wanna Be Loved - love, desire, self-love, relationships

Come See Me - love, desire, passion, sensuality, relationships

It's Love - love, passion, sensuality

Know that this is no way a complete compilation of their greatest works (thats an oximoron because all their work is great), just a few of my favorite jams. If you're not a fan of these ladies, then become one, and support their music!

Untitled [Overdose]

2010-03-03T00:16:00.003-05:00

Groovin' to the music, being careful not to abuse it
Trying to get high off the vibe, Don't call the doctor....

I'd rather die. from a choke on your lyrical dope

Melodies drowning out the blood in my veins, I'm a lost cause still dancing in vain, in the rain
Another hit won't stop the pain, another dose of your notes won't undo the change...

Inspiration * Music * Legend...

2010-02-18T00:05:00.002-05:00

John Legend that is...

So tonight John Legend visited my campus to make a speech about his "Show Me" Campaign which aims to end poverty, especially in Africa, as well as insight on the decline of education in America! I of course attended this because it deals closely with a class I'm taking this semester (Social Problems) so I wanted to get insight on this topic from an entertainer I admire. Note, I would be lying if I didn't say I was partly fueled to attend because he was performing a small set of songs :D

His speech was informative and powerful, he spoke on how the education in America is falling way behind that of other established nations. He also spoke about the different types of programs aimed to help low performing schools (especially those of minorities and low income neighborhoods). John Legend is definitely on his Alicia Keys, Wycleff Jean, Michael Jackson grind (a.k.a. Really Good Philanthropy), and as a fan of his I definitely was unaware how involved he was! He definitely sparked something in me to want to be a better musician as well as PERSON! Definitely check out all the good he is doing outside of making beautiful music (click the "Show Me" link above).

Now to the Music (Does my #happydance)
As you may or may not know, John Legend is 1/5 of my favorite male R&B/Soul singers (Anthony Hamilton, Jaheim, Maxwell, Musiq Soulchild - are the others) and I was so happy to see him perform for the first time... even though this wasn't a full concert or set, I still was UbEr ExCiTeD! =)

He opened the night with a remake of Bob Marley's "Redemption Song" which was dedicated to Haiti. he then gave his speech. After his speech he gave us a mini concert, the songs were;
Save Room
Motherless Child
Shining (New Song)
Everybody Knows
This Time
Good Morning
Ordinary People

The links above are not from tonight's show, I wish I had recorded some of it... but it's whatever! He sounded awesome and it was an intimate set with just him, the piano, love and lyrics!
*The picture is of John in Tanzania with his "Show Me" campaign*

Below are some of my favorite John Legend songs... get acquainted with him, if you haven't already!
Used To Love Her
So High
Another Again
Number 1
Heaven
Freak Out
If You're Out There:

Let's Get Lifted
Each Day Gets Better

I Shouldn't Be Random...

2010-02-08T18:45:00.002-05:00

because my mind just says whatever it wants...
Here are some more random tidbits from my candy factory of mind.... I hope these lyrical treats satisfy

"You're alone because you chose that life... nobody's fault but yours. Your failures are by your hand - and no one else's cause." It is, what it is, because you made it that way. -K.P.

"Know that not all sour milk gets to be yogurt.... But know all sour milk has the possibility to be!" You have the potential to be GREATNESS... don't waste it and become one of the ones on the sideline. -K.P.

"If I called and told u how I felt, would you care? Or would you just make it about yourself?" Selfish -K.P.

"I know my knowledge, so why am I so worried about this uncertainty... ?" If you are sure within yourself and with your self... then why do you let the opinion and actions of others dictate your life and emotions? -K.P.

"music gives me life, and it most assuringly will be my downfall.... but i'm perfectly content with that!" Hmmmm -K.P.

"Don't be offended this is all my opinion,
Ain't nothing that I'm saying law.
This is a true confession of a life learned lesson
I was sent here to share with y'all.
So get in where you fit in go on and shine,
Clear your mind, now's the time.
Put your salt on the shelf - Go on and love yourself
'Cuz everything's gonna be all right."

-India.Arie "Video" lyrics....
and thats how I feel about this post... this all my opinion, nothing I'm saying is law!

Enjoy!

[Music] My New Faves #musicmonday

2010-02-08T11:03:00.004-05:00

Haven't done a #musicmonday in a while. But this week I bring you a list of songs that recently came out and that I fell in love with - immediately! I hope you enjoy feel free to comment so we can discuss, what are some of your favorite songs out now???!!! : )

Wait Till You See My Smile - Alicia Keys [The Element of Freedom]
   I truly think this instrumental (beat) is AWESOMELY-EPICALLY-GREAT!! One of the strongest and mind catching that I have heard lately! The instrumental in addition to the positive, uplifting lyrics makes it one of my faves from Alicia's album and from this season of music! Definitely cope T.E.O.F. if you haven't its GREAT all the way through!

Haven't Met You Yet - Michael Buble [Crazy Love]
   My ultimate happy song! Every time I go grocery shopping I wait for the moment Michael Buble comes out and dances on top of the freezer section, LOL (see video). The medley of this song is super addicting and I fall for it over and over again. Its great for cheering you up whenever you're down! The lyrics are about wanting to find the perfect mate.... and we can all relate to that!

Breakeven - The Script [The Script]
    I am not sure how old this song is, but I heard it for the first time this week and fell in love with it upon FIRST LISTEN. I honestly don't think I have loved the lyrics of another Pop/Alternative rock song, like I love the lyrics of this song. I feel like The Script is speaking about my personal relationships when they sing! I just LOVE this song... "I'm still alive, but I'm barely breathing.... I got time while she got freedom"

Even Angels - Fantasi [*Upcoming Release]
   She sung her tootie bootie off on Oprah the other day... so I definitely had to get on youtube and check out her new song! After a few listens I was in love. This is a great, but yet simple... different, but yet still smooth like early 2000's R&B song - just perfect! I wasn't to set on the lyrics but I'm starting to understand them better (the verses). I'm glad to see Fantasia back (she looked lovely on O) and I hope her new album is hot!

Hey, Soul Sister - Train [Save Me, San Francisco]
    I never thought that Train would make a song that could make me dance a little,... well they have! I love the groove of this song, I can't help but sway and bop a little! Its also the funnest love song I've heard in a while!!!

Soldier of Love - Sade [Soldier of Love]
    Another stunning instrumental... this song just captures your attention. Sade still has the vocals and the ability to create the perfect lover's song! Do you still have the will to survive and be a Soldier of Love? I hope I do! *Her album in stores TOMORROW!*

Finding My Way Back - Jaheim [Another Round]
    A perfect song for Valentines Day. Smooth love-making R&B by crooner Jaheim. I love the lyrics to this, we always need to find our way back to those we love. Its great to sit back and listen to our play while partaking in extra-curricular activities! *Also his album Another Round is in stores TOMORROW, be sure to get it, he is definitely one of my favorite male artists! : D

Diving for Hearts - Corinne Bailey Rae [The Sea]
   A sound I haven't exactly heard from Crinne before... but I like it! Her new album is solid and this song helps close it out. The lyrics were what first drew me in... I can definitely relate to them. I also just love her voice, its perfect for story telling.... strong and sultry.

Live Like We're Dying - Kris Allen [Kris Allen]
    I just love this song... quite possibly my favorite right now! The lyrics are beyond POWERFUL and the songs funky-rock-pop vibe is everything I'm loving at the moment! Oh and Kris's voice is greatttttt, one of the best male vocalist from A.I. - his album is also worthy of a pick up.... I love it all the way through!

More of my Faves;
Walk On By - Melanie Fiona [The Bridge]
Fixing My Hair - Priscilla Renea [Jukebox]
Stalemate - Joss Stone [Colour Me Free!]

Lover's Mind Control (Lose Control)

2010-02-03T16:19:00.003-05:00

A song I'm working on... R&B Ballad, check out the lyrics and let me know what you think.....? :)

[1] Lay back and unwind...
Intertwine your fingers with mine
Imma Take a trip through your eyes,
And journey to your soul
But I won't tell of the secrets I find
I want to get inside your mind,
turn you into a love, that'll outlast time

[C.1] Fall in love with me baby
Lose your inhibitions, go crazy
Loving you is my goal
Satisfying you guaranteed
Lose your will to be free
Cuz I'm about to employ lover's mind control
So lose all control and enjoy the retreat

[2] Falling between the twilight zone
I'll erase the memories of bad love
Not already gone
While traveling through your space
With Mission... Re-arrange your stars and put sparkles
Back on your face
Let me inside your universe, to make the endless dark beautiful

[C.2] Fall in love with me baby
Lose your inhibitions, go crazy
Loving you is my goal
Satisfying you guaranteed
Lose your will to be free
Cuz I'm about to evolve my lover's mind control
Close your eyes... Think of love and you'll see me

[Bridge] Open your eyes a new person, new lover
New believer, a better see-er
My lover's mind control, has hold of your heart
You still have control of your soul
Fall in love with me, and you'll never have to let go

[C.1] Fall in love with me baby
Lose your inhibitions, go crazy
Loving you is my goal
Satisfying you guaranteed
Lose your will to be free
Cuz I'm about to employ lover's mind control
So lose all control and enjoy this retreat

[C.2] Fall in love with me baby
Lose your inhibitions, go crazy
Loving you is my goal
Satisfying you guaranteed
Lose your will to be free
Cuz I'm about to evolve my lover's mind control
Close your eyes... Think of love and you'll see me

[H] Forget your 123s and all the ABCs
I want to be all that you know
And everything you need
I wanna put you under lover's mind control

(C)2010 Kendall Paul

[Music] Howie Day - Collide

2010-02-01T16:42:00.001-05:00

"Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find you and I collide"

Another song I discovered on my little piece of wonderfulness "Pandora"!!! I don't know how I ever missed this song (released in 04), but I did and feel like my life has been incomplete! Howie gives me an indie version of John Mayer... I love his smooth voice, its very reassuring with the lyrics!

Speaking of the LYRICS... what a great song lyrically... love sometimes is like this, no matter how mis-matched or weird you may seem with that special someone.... you'll find you two "collide"(in a happy harmonious way that is, LOL).

"I'm open, you're closed

Where I follow, you'll go

I worry I won't see your face

Light up again"

By the way I love this video with the lyrics... Simplicity is the Key!!! =)

Define Me

2010-01-31T19:25:00.000-05:00

I opened my dictionary, to open myself to you...

AND

You defined me as weak, easy, prey

Naïve, desperate, attached
That's how you perceived me.
But your love didn't define me.
The lack of compassion you showed - refined me.

I have learned to keep my words to myself,
With my definitions well kept.

I no longer allow you to define me.
I'll keep the diction that comprises me,
Inside of me.

No longer will I let the words of love, or you, or sporadic dreams define me.

(C)2010 Kendall Paul

[Music] John Forte - Play My Cards for Me

2010-01-14T21:29:00.003-05:00

"I stood atop the mountains and saw you down there in the canyon...."

I love this song for everything it is and that it offers!!! I came across this song on the GREATEST WEBSITE since Google, 'thisisrealmusic.com'. It's from a singer/songwriter by the name of John Forte, and his voice and delivery is very smooth. This song is deep and meaningful while still being upbeat. You can dance, cry, and laugh to this song... It's just one of those songs for any day.

Sometimes I feel like I need someone to play my cards for me, to take control when I want to ride in the backseat.... someone to watch out when I fall asleep! Another reason I like this song is because it can be related to a relationship, friends, family, work... ANYTHING! I call this my universal song for 2010!

"Well if I fall asleep, play my cards for me, it wouldn't bother me...."

[Check Out the Studio Version Download, Courtesy of TIRM]

Random Thoughts, Lyrics and Inspirations... Part Deux

2010-01-10T23:04:00.001-05:00

Dreamer-
Lost little love. You have no direction, let me write your life. Then I'll read you your past, present and future - as a bedtime story!

Untitled-
My heart isn't weak enough to break, but it isn't strong enough for your games....

Maya Angelou-
"PEOPLE MAY NOT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID, OR WHAT YOU SAID, BUT THEY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL."
-So make sure you make those around you feel special!

Fearless in Tears-
I'm no longer afraid to cry.... I use my tears to wash away the dirt left by your lies, that left alone clouded my life!

[Music] Alicia Keys - Wake Up

2010-01-08T01:20:00.000-05:00

"When the smoke clears
What will be left for us but tears and pain
Why must we argue over the same things
Just to make up and go back again
It's never too late
But it's been too long
Can't get it right when no one thinks they're wrong
Gotta get out of bed
And take a look at what's going on"

If you know me it's definitely not hard to tell that I'm a huge Alicia Keys fan. I was listening to her discography the other day and came across 'Wake Up" which is my favorite song from her Diary album. A song thats definitely relatable to when you're in a relationship that you know is going south, but you want to try and salvage what you can.... this should be your anthem! I love the lyrics, but the music and the stringed instruments accompanying her piano add a nice and dramatic flare.!

"When we gonna wake up baby?
When it's time for lovin'
When we gonna wake up my baby?
Before it's too late?"

Happy New Year! ~ Random Thoughts, Lyrics and Inspirations!

2010-01-01T18:00:00.002-05:00

First off... Happy 2010! May your 2010 be happier, more prosperious and blessed than 2009. Be sure to leave the negativity in the past and bring the positivity into the future.

It's been a while since I posted a poem, and honestly I've had a "creativity block"; unable to write a new piece. But I am here to share a few random thoughts, phrases, and inspirational messages I've jotted down lately!

Enjoy and Thanks for reading, Expect more from me in 2010!
--K.P.

Prodigal Lover-
"I don't want to be the prodigal lover... but I find myself back with you, content. And you take me back, arsm open - even when I don't deserve. When I think your love for me is dead, you give me a reason to live"

Whats Worst Than Death?-
"When I die... I want my conscious free and my heart full. Cause the only thing worst than being dead, is being a ghost searching for closure "

Sick-
"I wish I were sick.... then I'd have an excuse for the pain I feel. I want a heart attack to explain why my heart won't heal....."

A Smoothie a Day, Keeps a Smile on My Face.....

2009-12-13T03:00:00.002-05:00

So because of micro-blogging (aka Twitter) a lot of people have been asking for my smoothie recipe. So here it is...

Strawberry-Banana et. al. Smoothie
Ingredients: 1/4 cup Ice, 1/2 cup Frozen Strawberries (cut), 1/4 cup Frozen Black or Blue-berries, 1 whole Banana, 1 Raspberry yogurt cup or 2 spoonfuls of Raspberry sherbet and 1.5 cups of V8 Strawberry/Banana juice.

Add the ice and the juice first then all of the other ingredients in the blender, use the blend, mix or drink function. Blend until all ingredients have mixed and you have a thick, smooth consistancy! Pour and Enjoy!

And remember a "SMOOTHIE-A-DAY, KEEPS A SMILE ON YOUR FACE!"

"Super Love"

2009-12-10T17:59:00.003-05:00

I bet you thought you had that super-love...?
That super addictive, rehab kind of love...
That strung out on the floor feenin' for your drug.
But you didn't expect that I'd just give you all up
Bet you thought that super-love was good enough?
But I don't want your "super-love"
and I don't need your "super drug"

-Latest hook I'm working.... Thoughts???

(C)2009 Kendall Paul

Junkyard Psychology

2009-12-01T17:05:00.008-05:00

Save your analysis, I refuse to take your mindless tests. Your love games have put me under enough distress.

Don't play with my mind, don't feed me your junkyard psychology - At least leave me my sanity. I can spare my heart.

Your diagnosis is unfair - biased and as useful as yesterdays trash. Save it for the junkyard.

You can't tell me it'll be OK. And that the pain is all in my mind and that what I think is just a mere fake. Don't waste...

Your junkyard psychology on me.

It will no longer keep me "safe"- If I can break away from the LOVE effect... Maybe I'll get better, because your psychotherapy isn't helping this disaster.

I need a psychoanalyst, a professional to undo all the damage you caused - a dose of you to the brain versus the heart - does just as much harm;

A few rusted lies and used kisses, with a broken commitment, a screwed up lover and...
a useless brain without the strength to change:

a taste of junkyard psychology.

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

[Music] Heartbreak #musicmonday

2009-11-29T19:01:00.007-05:00

Today's #musicmonday shuffle is composed of some of the best break-up/heartbreaking songs on my playlist. From the soulful blues of Anthony Hamilton and Amy Winehouse to the rock chords of Thriving Ivory to pop ballads belted out by Kelly Clarkson. Enjoy this list of my favorite heartbreak jams..... Who would of ever think heartbreak could sound so good?

Diane Birch - Nothin' But A Miracle
Anthony Hamilton - I'm A Mess
Adele - Chasing Pavements
Lady Gaga - Speechless
Kelly Clarkson - Cry
Thriving Ivory - Hey Lady
Rihanna - Cold Case Love
Staci Orrico - I'm Not Missing You
Katie Perry - I'm Still Breathing
Coldplay - The Scientist
Alicia Keys - Try Sleeping with a Broken Heart
John Mayer - Dreaming with a Broken Heart
Amy Winehouse - Wake Up Alone
India.Arie - Long Goodbye
Javier - Song for Your Tears
OneRepublic - All We Are
Musiq Soulchild - Dearjohn

Flowered Dresses

2009-11-29T18:12:00.004-05:00

Your flowered dresses will never turn into beautiful gardens... So why do you even try?

Why must you pretend to dance on the sea, when you live among desert heat.... Forever dry.

When will you learn that fantasy isn't reality?
And that love is only a figment of your fanciful mentality;
and that I can't save the day every time you experience the rain;
when he goes away.

It'd be sad, sad day when you have to realize your Flowered Dresses won't fertilize,
or bring you a flowering garden at every sunrise...
It'd be an even sadder day when you realize that the sun don't rise-
all the time and that love - good love is hard to find... If at all.

Flowered Dresses will never be gardens, so give up the try
Deserts won't flood and flow like the sea, no matter how hard you cry

-Poem from friend to friend...
"Flowered Dresses"

(C) 2009 Kendall-Paul

[Music] Kate Nash - The Nicest Thing

2009-11-15T00:05:00.003-05:00

"All I know is that you're so nice, You're the nicest thing I've seen.
I wish that we could give it a go, See if we could be something.

I wish I was your favourite girl, I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile, I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style."

So, I was Pandora-ing and I stumbled upon this song; "The Nicest Thing" by Kate Nash and I thought it went hand and hand with my latest poem; "Prettiest Little Thing" and one of my older poems "Wishing". *Note* I wrote the poem before I had ever heard of this song... But this song is great - and everything I AM!!!! I love Kate Nash's voice and how this song flows... Enjoy it as much as I do!

"Basically, I wish that you loved me, I wish that you needed me,
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three."

Prettiest Liittle Thing

2009-11-08T15:59:00.003-05:00

You were the prettiest little thing the world had ever seen
with the brightest smile and the sharpest clothes-
but you hadn't the heart... So all failed to follow through

You had all the prettiest little things in all the shiniest little cases,
polished and perfect, propped on stands of fine wood -
but it didn't make up for a dirty lover...

The Prettiest Little Thing, too bad I couldn't see through the shine-
See That you were only playing with my fickle little heart...
Toying with my love.

I was the prettiest little lover with all the hopes for us...
And now this is the ugliest heartbreak ever.

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

Weak

2009-10-26T01:01:00.004-04:00

I'm hurting... & asking...
Why'd you build me so weak?
Better yet, why'd you make them so cruel...
Yes, every little bit hurts.

-Inscription on bathroom wall, Girls Bathroom, Jr. High School
"Weak"

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

[Music] Sugarland - Stay

2009-10-23T08:42:00.002-04:00

Country is shaping up to be one of my favorite genres of music right now. I remember growing up hating country, but as I broaden my musical tastes.... I fall deeper and deeper in love with country! Sugarland's Stay, has to be by far one of the best country songs - or songs PERIOD!

"I been sittin' here staring at the clock on the wall
and I been layin here praying, praying she won't call.
It's just another call from home, and you'll get it and be gone.
And I'll be crying, and I'll be beggin you baby, beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waiting, with my heart on my sleeve
Oh for the next time we'll be here, seems like a million years - and I think I'm dying"

The song is simply deep! It tells a simple, yet often true story of a love triangle. You want someone who has someone else. Jennifer Nettles lead vocals are beyond greatness, this simple song; Vocals and Guitar - yet it speaks so loudly! I truly love it and hope you enjoy it!

"I can't take it any longer, but my will is getting stronger
and I think I know just what I have to do.
I can't waste another minute. After all that I've put in it
I've given you my best, why does she get the best of you?
So the next time you find, you wanna leave her bed for mine...
Why don't you stay...."

[Video] [Song]

A History of Love

2009-10-22T20:51:00.010-04:00

I built you up like an Egyptian Pyramid,
and worshiped you as if you were Zeus - and I were Greek |

But you only came to tear me down like the Romans,
and that you did - defeating me in the Coliseum... - of love |

I was like a West African slave, bound by your words -
and promises! Stripped of my happiness. Captive in your game |

Or Caught in between two rivers; Love & Loyalty- Call me Mesopotamia
I drowned in Pain, for I could no longer count on you to float |

I loved you more than Western Europe loved conquering,
But conquering your heart was never meant to be, especially not for me |

I suppose we were like the Soviet Union never meant to last -
and I like the Native Americans, not prepared for the fight - seceded. finally |

We are no more,
Just a History of Love
and War-
Like the World|

&

Like the World
I have learned my history
and my lesson
and the Lesson of History;
NEVER REPEAT IT |
(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

Chatter, No

2009-10-20T19:25:00.003-04:00

Chatter... Hush, make no noise.
Your chit chat eases no pain,
The vibrations of your tongue, affect me with no gain... and no peace of mind-

Un-important chatter about things of no matter?

Chatter no not today, go find another listner,
Pain my ears no more....
I have no time for your useless talk of nothingness!

Give me some news I can truly live off of.

Hush chatter your whine annoys me...
Give me something real or give me something silent-
Give me this and you'll have given me Peace!

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

Naive

2009-10-15T00:22:00.004-04:00

Naive? I been there, through that. Cried, lived through the lies and damn near died. Naivety will only cause a limber heart to get stronger! Live and learn... And hope to die happily in love!

Words of Wisdom from the wise to the "Naive"
"Naive"

(C)2008 Kendall-Paul

Wait for Love

2009-10-10T12:14:00.003-04:00

I've seen more than I'd wish to tell, and I've come to realize I still don't know enough about the world. But everything still goes, and the rivers still must flow. Even while I wait for love.

Nostredame predicted the end as we'll know it, I wonder if he foreshadowed when I fall head over heels for it.... Love that is. But while the seasons continue to progress, I'll wait for love.

-Interview with John Doe, ex-military.

"Wait For Love"

I

2009-10-07T13:43:00.003-04:00

I hurt
And I cry
I bleed shame
I have crashed and tumbled
I've thrown the interception and fumbled
I've not only played you but I've played love
And now I'm out of cards
I have mistrust on my hands and the scent of another on my shirt, so...

I apologize
And I try
I ask for your forgiveness
I know there aren't enough sorries in the world to make up
But I can promise to love you
And hope that that promise can act as an antiseptic for the wound I have opened in you.
I am only me and I am with flaws, but.....

I love
And I live
I breathe to give you all that you need.
I have owned up to my mistakes, I'm never perfect
But I try to give more than I take
Its hard to love a woman in scorn
This anger you have towards me I can no longer shake
I love you and that is something I can confidently say.

Letter from Husband to Wife
"I"

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

[Music] Chrisette Michele - Golden

2009-10-07T13:07:00.000-04:00

"Take me back in the day when loving was pure
Love ain't going away, love is always secure
Life's not always perfect but love's always forever
Lets let true love connect lets try lasting together

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my all
I'm so ready to give til' the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden"

I am dedicating today's music selection to all the lovers. Chrisette Michele's song "Golden" should be the wedding song for eternity! Beautifully written and sung, its the perfect love song about true love! I hope everyone has a great day and is inspired to embrace to love...

"I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my all
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be, yes I will
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden"

Flowers Once Bloomed, Always Bloom

2009-10-01T01:22:00.003-04:00

Who says a flower can only bloom once? Once a bloomer, always a bloomer I say. I still got it! And I can do it, whenever, just sprinkle me with a bit of sunshine, and time. Yes I may sway with the seasons but I'm quite rooted in reality! I'm just a bumblebee and a spec of pollen away, once a bloomer, always a bloomer I SAY!!!!!

Interview with a former beauty queen
"Flowers Once Bloomed, Always Bloom"

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

To Die in Love, With Love...

2009-10-01T01:08:00.002-04:00

When you call out to me... & I hear your voice! I forget I am ashamed - and that I'm sick and that I'll die one day. Your voice hums notes that will play forever and keep me forever in love. Something no death can kill. I feel I haven't lived until this moment, when I've finally realized to die in love with love is the only thing better than living............

-Love note from cancer patient to her husband.
"To Die in Love, With Love"

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

New Poems from Different Perspectives

2009-10-01T00:24:00.007-04:00

I'm working on a collective piece(book/montage) where I write many short poems, from different perspectives and point of views. The poems will be about love, life, death, aspirations and etc. I will file all of these short poems under "Perspective Pieces"... Majority of my upcoming poems/posts will relate to this, hope you enjoy!

Poems;
To Die in Love, With Love
Flowers Once Bloomed, Always Bloom
I
Wait For Love
Naive
Weak

[Music] Random Shuffle #musicmonday

2009-09-21T11:12:00.003-04:00

So I couldn't come up with a genre or topic for this week's #musicmonday(via Twitter) list, so I just put the MP3 on shuffle and let it choose. Theses songs caught my attention this morning while I was out and about!

[*] Yesterday was my first time listening to this song. A friend from twitter (via @R_C_ ) mentioned it and sent me the link, I instantly fell in love! It's a great song, very true and deep!

"If I stay right here, I'll die inside.
Ran out of tears, I can barely get by.
It's fair to say, That we tried.
You know I wanna stay, If I do, I'll die."

[**] Javier, i never heard of hi before but another friend mentioned him, I checked out his two cd's, and I'm liking what I hear. This is one of my favorite songs by him, he has a great voice and he is also a great musician and writer. I'm mad he is very underrated!!!!

-Enjoy your #musicmonday and have a great week-

I'm In Love + Update

2009-09-19T13:59:00.002-04:00

Just a lil something I cooked up a while ago... I don't know, what I want to do with it!!! Maybe a poem, maybe expanded or I might use it as a hook!!!! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!! =)

I'm in love, not afraid to say it.
I'm addicted to it like drugs,
It's not God, but I'll praise it.
Nothing new about love, yet it feels so fresh.
And you're like a mountain peak, sitting high above the rest.
I'm in love, not afraid to say it. So ill just say it...
I'm in love, now watch me embrace it.

East of Nowhere

2009-09-16T11:44:00.007-04:00

[V1]I've traveled far and ended up just east of nowhere
Trying to find my road, no luck; it just ain't fair.
I'm south of hope and northbound on route to despair
I'm beyond lost and I don't know whats just over there.

[Pre-Chorus]It seems like everyone has a place and belonging
I can't keep my own, still holding on to your things
Why does everyone have their eyes wide open, except 4 me
while I'm left behind, blinded and not able to see.

[Chorus]They've all taken the right roads
and ended up where they needed to be
Like glue I'm stuck tryna break way and flee
I'm still stuck East of Nowhere
and this is Nowhere, no where I wanna be

[V 2]Where am I to go from here and now?
Will anything I'm searching for ever be found
It's like the Wild West, out here tonight
Every wrong left, has become the right. But
More...

[Pre-Chorus]It seems like everyone has a place and belonging
I can't keep my own, still holding on to your things
Why does everyone have their eyes wide open, except for me
while I'm left behind, blinded and not able to see.

[Chorus]They've all taken the right roads
and ended up where they needed to be
Like glue I'm stuck tryna break way and flee
I'm still stuck East of Nowhere
and this is Nowhere, no where I wanna be

[Hook]It seems like everyone has a place and belonging
I can't keep my own, still holding on to your things
I've been traveling so far and ended up just east of nowhere
Trying to find my road, no luck; it just ain't fair.

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

[Music] Maxwell - Fistful of Tears

2009-09-11T16:14:00.007-04:00

Feel just like a weight has lifted it
How can I repay you help me understand
Currency a fistful of tears I can afford
Fight of your life is not the cost
Time will reveal
All along you're the one who's losing

Cause I go insane
Crazy sometimes
Tryin you to keep you from losing your mind
Open your eyes
See what's in front of your face
Save me my fistful of tears

You can make it disappear girl
All you got to do is just raise up, face up, stay up
All things will heal we'll feel it with a kiss from the skies
Don't' you let it go
Don't' you let it go

Cause I go insane
Crazy sometimes
Tryin you to keep you from losing your mind
Open your eyes
See what's in front of your face
And save me my fistful of tears

We gon fight the war
We gon fight our fears
The only thing I wanna throw is a fistful of tears
We gon fight the war
We gon fight our fears
The only thing I gotta throw is a fistful of tears
We gon fight the war
We gon fight our fears
The only thing I wanna throw is a fistful of tears

Cause I go insane
Crazy sometimes
Tryin you to keep you from losing your mind
Open your eyes
See what's in front of your face
And save me my fistful of tears

Cause I go insane
Crazy sometimes
Tryin you to keep you from losing your mind
Open your eyes
See what's in front of your face
And save me my fistful of tears

Words of Inspiration: Out of this World

2009-09-11T03:54:00.005-04:00

"Always shoot for the stars, that way even if you just land among the moon... You'll still be out of this world"
-Anonymous

Aim High, Expect High, Achieve High!

Search

2009-09-10T12:08:00.004-04:00

Sifting through the sands, hoping to find that treasure once lost.

Paddling the water, wishing the waves would move my spirit.

I'm sailing through my mind, finding what measures me.

Using my ears like a submarine, to listen to the sounds that blind me.

Touching the bitterness that tastes so sweet.

Reading whats on the lines, will I find what defines me?

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

[Daily Music] Priscilla Renea - I Fell In Love WIth You

2009-09-08T09:01:00.002-04:00

I Fell In Love With You:

Priscilla Renea a former "Youtube sensation", is now a Capitol Records recording artist, and for good reason! A friend introduced me to Renea's music the other night, and I'm glad she did! Renea is a great songstress, her lyrical style is very unique. I love how she tells stories with her songs and voice. This song "I Fell In Love With You" is my favorite from Renea so far. I love how the song is arranged and it's an overall upbeat feeling! Check it out and let me know what you think!

I Fell in Love With You, Rough Cut with Priscilla Renea:

Other Great Cuts from Priscilla Renea:
22 , Hello My Apple , & Dollhouse

Countdown to Love

2009-08-26T12:18:00.002-04:00

Let's Have a Countdown to love...
Ten dozen red roses all for you
Nine heartbeats as we lay together in the sheets
Eight? Not Yet But I got an appetite for us
Seven long nights of us, not gonna make me week
Six scented candles light up the room, while neither of us speak.
Five fingers attached to four hands, gives us a 20/20 chance
as we're making our advance. And now,
We're letting our touch make all the plans
Three seconds until two start to begin
One kiss of lust, that'll last us until the end
Now I'm ready to countdown to love, again.

Like Love

2009-08-14T18:55:00.002-04:00

Something like love,
like the moon is something like the sun,
but not quite...

Something almost right,
but yet forever wrong.
Its like you're here, but you're never home...

What we're in, I can't even fathom.
Its something quite magical,
But we're still heading toward disaster...

Something like love,
the same thing over time, while still unpredictable.
We'll never be written in between the lines...

Because we're something like love.

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

The Call

2009-08-12T00:12:00.003-04:00

The phone vibrates and the motion wakes me.
The ringtone sounds beat against my eardrum relentlessly.
Who is this calling me? I think to myself, is this a dream?

Should I answer this call, or continue sleeping peacefully?
So I selfishly send this call to voice mail, so I can get more sleep.
When I awake I will tend to my answer machine, maybe.

The phone of life begins to ring again, more urgently.
The rings are urging me to take action and to take things more seriously.
The world is a changing place, and needs maturity to help keep it steady.

Am I ready, willing and able to take this call and this responsibility?
I hope so. I don't know how much longer I can stand the ringtone's beep,
of war, hunger, hate, discrimination, suffering and poverty.

I stare at the receiver as it demands humility and commitment from me
I fear the duty, but I also fear the resentment the world will have towards thee
If I don't wake up and answer that call and give the world what it needs...

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

Like a Leaf

2009-08-11T14:15:00.003-04:00

I fall while still being able to drift

I can stand alone or be apart of something great

I can be picked and crumbled and torn

And yes I'll eventually dry up and wither especially when you don't care for me

But bet your bottom dollar I'll be back back next season, and next year

Better than ever.....

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

[Daily Music] Hip-Hop Faves #musicmonday

2009-08-09T23:31:00.010-04:00

I feature a lot of R&B, Pop and Soul music on my blog because those are my favorite genres, but I am also a fan of Hip-Hop... Here is a playlist of my fave hip-hop classics... Enjoy

'The Message' - Grandmaster Flash - A song chalk full of stories from the inner-city. Grandmaster Flash gives u the message in his rap classic with smooth rhymes and catchy beat. "Don't push me cuz I'm close to the edge..."

'Today was a Good Day' - Ice Cube - The perfect chill song, this is the kind of song you can/need to listen to on the daily. "Two in the morning got the fat burger...... I got to say, Today it was a good day"

'Changes' - Tupac - I remember loving this song when it came out... Changes by lyricist Tupac Shakur what else needs to be said? "I see no changes, all I see is racist faces... It's time for us as a people to make some changes, lets change the way we eat, live and treat each other"

'Lost Ones' - Lauryn Hill - The songstress and MC Lauryn Hill is on a short list of women who can sing and rap. Her LP The Miseducation, is forever one of my favorite albums of all time. "Some want to play young Lauryn like she dumb, but remember not a game new under the sun.
Everything you did has already been done..... You might win some but you just lost one"

More...'Rule' - Nas - Sampling the Tears for Fears song 'Everybody Wants to Rule the World' Nas speaks on World peace and tolerance for all cultures and religions, in his song 'Rule'. "The earth wasn't made for one man to rule alone. To all colors increases, to home it belongs. I want land, mansions, banks and gold, The diamonds in Africa, oil in my control. The world's natural resources, all its residuals..... Everybody wants to rule the world"

'Leaning on You' - Geto Boys - Scarface, Willie D and Bushwick Bill make up the Geto Boys, a group from Texas... I remember when this album[The Foundation] came out in '05, I played it to death lol. "I'm wiser now, and I seen the world.... and if you feel some extra weight on ya... thats me I'm leaning on ya" -I also recomend: I Tried

'Champion' - Kanye West - One of my favorite joints from the Graduation LP... I think this cd was the first cd I blasted in my first car..... MEMORIES. "Lauryn Hill said her heart was in Zion, I wish her heart was still in Rhyming. Cause Who The Kids Gon' Listen To? I Guess Me If It Isn't You..." I also recomend: Everything I Am

'I Am' - Novel - Novel is a very talented writer, producer, singer and rapper... I featured him on another one of my lists... This song is very inspiring and speaks truth. "Eternal to the light, I'm a product of the ghetto, my father's boy, A brother to my sister, my mother's pride and joy...I am"

'Just Another Day' - Queen Latifah - She's not the queen for no reason... Another singer/rapper combo for the females, Latifah brings us that classic story telling over smooth beats hip-hop. "I'm wit whateva comes my way, hip-hop hooray. Latifah's on vacation, I'm just plain ol Dana today. I strap out, step out in every direction, Glock, tech's, jimmy hat's, in case I need protection..." I also recommend: Unity

'Why' - Jadakiss - "Why did bush knock down the towers... Why Halle have to let a white man pop her to get an Oscar? Why Denzel have to be crooked before he took it? Why they didn't make the CL6 wit a clutch?"

What are some of your favorite Hip Hop Songs? Lets Discuss...

Wishing

2009-08-08T17:30:00.008-04:00

Wishing is what you do when all your faith is gone / You never wish when things are good / You wish when things get worse / Wishing for things to get better / Is what we tend to do when things begin to shatter / To me wishing is just a half ass prayer / A substitute for praise, used by the sinner, non believers and nay-sayers / Wishing happens after the fact / Most times its too late / It happens long after the praying should have met the faith / So lets stop wishing upon a star / And start believing in our hearts / Because thats what will get us afar

[Daily Music] Smooth Albums #musicmonday

2009-08-03T19:01:00.002-04:00

This week's #musicmonday list is of recent albums that I find to be easy, soothing and smooth listening!!! Enjoy

Chrisette Michele - Epiphany
--Notebook
--Porcelain Doll
--All I Ever Think About
--On My Own
Adele - 19
--Hometown Glory
--Best For Last
--Melt My Heart to Stone
--Make You Feel My Love
Ginwine - A Man's Thought
--One Time for Love
--Last Chance
--Lying to Each Other
--Bridge to Love
Brandy - Human
--Camoflauge
--Fall
--Long Distance
--True
John Legend - Evolver
--Everybod Knows
--If You're Out There
--Last Time
--Quickly
Musiq Soulchild - OnMyRadio
--Deserveumore
--Dearjohn
--Someone
--Sobeautiful

"Be Blessed" and Updates =)

2009-08-02T19:10:00.004-04:00

Finally moved-out, and getting ready for my finals this upcoming week... This weekend was fun and tiring all at once! Here is a little inspirational music from Yolanda Adams. "Be Blessed" is what I want all my followers to be.... Enjoy your upcoming week..... LOVE!!!

Too many storms have passed your way
And you're all washed out cause it rained on your parade
Seems nobody cares about you anyway
Now you're living your life like a castaway
Searched for strength inside was it all in vain
Cause the deeper you dig you find more and more pain
Don't let your tomorrow be like yesterday
Cause I spoke to God, I called out your name
And on your behalf, I just asked if He would be there for you
I want you to

My prayer for you today, Is that you trust and always obey
Be blessed from the bottom of your feet to the crown of your head
Your life be blessed
Your family be blessed
Your finances be blessed
Everything about you

[Daily Music] Anthony Hamilton - She's Gone

2009-07-30T13:41:00.003-04:00

Soulful southerner, Anthony Hamilton delivers today's music selection. The hard hitting soul record, "She's Gone" is a reality check for Hamilton. He finally has to face the fact that she's gone, and never returning. Enjoy!

"The sun don't seem to shine on me no more
I find myself waiting by the door
Patience ain't the same since you've been gone
So I kill time waiting by the phone
Hoping that you'll call or just come home
So I call mom, and mama says
Son let it go, move on"

Lyrics Cont....
More...
Cause she's gone
Yeah she's gone
Oh she's gone
Yeah she's gone
And I know
And I know
But what if mama was wrong

At night I pace the floor in corridors
I'm a man of wealth but find myself I'm poor
So Lord take this, take that
Cause I can't take no more
She was all I'm living for
And now she's gone
There's all this emptiness inside my home
Her side of the bed is cold and I'm alone
So I call mom, and and mama says
Son let it go, move on
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Please just move on (please keep on)
Life will still keep going on (said life will keep on)
It's time to let her go (it's time)
It's time to let her go and move on

She Cried "Murderer"...

2009-07-28T21:06:00.005-04:00

...And she cried,

"Murderer,
How could you do this to me? Are you really about to leave?",

as he walked out the door.
Crying on the bedroom floor, wanting more...

"I can't believe, I let you got the best of me. Now you're killing me with every step you take away from me. I'm dying on the inside from the broken-hearted disease. You got the best of me."

he moved farther down the hall and she cried,

"Murderer,
You stole the air to my soul; Love. So now I can't breathe
What about us, what about you, what about what I need?"

He slams the door, and shuts out her heart and she cried,

"Murderer"

[Daily Music] Pop Ballads #musicmonday

2009-07-27T14:44:00.011-04:00

The second week of me doing #musicmonday (via Twitter). This week's genre is Pop Ballads... Slow, melodic and sentimental. Enjoy.... [Playlist/Songs After Click]

'Take My Breath Away' - Jessica Simpson - "Watching in slow motion, As you turn around and say, My love. Take my breath away". This is a cover of a Berlin song which appeared in the movie Top Gun. Jessica sounds good and smooth, this is a great cover and the perfect love ballad.

'Human Nature' - Michael Jackson - "Reaching Out To Touch A Stranger, Electric Eyes Are Everywhere. See That Girl, She Knows I'm Watching. She Likes The Way I Stare... Tell Them It's Human Nature" A great ballad from the King himself, I'm sure you know this song, so you have formed your own opinion of it! Enjoy!

'My All' - Mariah Carey - "I'm thinking of you, in my sleepless solitude tonight... I'd give my all to have just one more night with you." Mariah gives her all in this slow and dreamy ballad. This song features calypso elements (something you don't hear in a ballad everyday). This song is everything you want a perfect pop ballad to be....

'Unfair' - Kate Voegele - "And I don't know how much I can keep, letting you unravel me.Cause the more you learn the more we share. We were worlds apart and you see, It was so much easier to be. 'Cause now I know what we can't have and it's so unfair." Kate V, I stumbled upon her while on Amazon, she showed up on my "Artists You May Like" ticker... I checked her out and the rest is history... Her LP "A Fine Mess" is great. This song "Unfair" is about the unfair things in love, like wanting but not being able to have.

'Time After Time' - Cyndi Lauper - "Lying in the bed I hear the clock tick, and I think of you... if you're lost you can look, and you will find me, time after time. If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting, time after time." This is one of my favorite ballads of all time, its a little more uptempo then the others featured today, but it still holds it own lyrically and vocally! Cyndi's best work!!!
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'Here I Stand' - Usher - "Your like a mirror to my soul, but a queen (My queen). And finaly now I know just what that's means. Your the blessing, I never thought I would get." A ballad with jazz and soul elements, while being very smooth, Usher did a great job here.

'Saving All My Love For You' - Whitney Houston - "You used to tell me we'd run away together, love gives you the right to be free. You said be patient, just wait a little longer, but that's just an old fantasy... Yes I'm saving all my love for you ." A slow tempo, melody, subtle background saxophone and Whitney, THATS ALL YOU NEED. A great, great song with the all to familiar theme...

'This Time' - John Legend - "This time I want it all. This time I want it all. Showing you all the cards, Giving you all my heart. This time I'll take the chance, This time Ill be your man. I can be all you need, This time its all of me." Armed with piano and his signature voice, Legend delivers a great ballad.

'Invisible' - Taylor Swift - "And I just want to show you, she don't even know you. She's never gonna love you like I want to. And you just see right through me, but if you only knew me.
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable, instead of just invisible." Swift although young delivers on this powerful country ballad, her vocals are solid and the lyrics... well we've all been in that Invisible relationship!

'Georgia' - Ray Charles - "Other arms reach out to me, Other eyes smile tenderly, Still in peaceful dreams I see, The road leads back to you... Georgia, Georgia. No peace, no peace I find
Just this old, sweet song, Keeps Georgia on my mind." Ray Charles the man that conquered just about every genre of music, hits this play list with his classic homage to Georgia. Whether Georgia symbolizes a place, a loved one or GEORGIA in your heart... This song is definitely relate able to.

'So Amazing' - Luther Vandross - "Love has truly been good to me. Not even one sad day, Or minute have I had since you've come my way. I hope you know I'd gladly go, Anywhere you'd take me. It's so amazing to be loved..." Soft and smooth ballad, delivered perfectly by Luther. Great music and melody, definitely for the lover in you!

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[Daily Music] Marvin Sapp - Praise Him In Advance

2009-07-26T14:30:00.005-04:00

Sunday Inspiration, the lyrics to this song speak for them self. Have a great day and beautiful start to the week!

Lyrics Below!
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"I’ve had my share of ups and downs, times when there was no one around, God came and spoke these words to me, praise will confuse the enemy.
I started singing, I started clapping, I started dancing, people were laughing, they knew my problems, they knew my pain, but I knew God would take them away.
That’s why I praise him with my hands, that’s why I praise him with a dance, He’s given me a second chance, come on lets praise him in advance.
That’s why I praise him with a song, when things are right and when they’re wrong, He’s given me a second chance, come on lets praise him in advance"

2 New Poems: Love Themed...

2009-07-24T10:15:00.007-04:00

Hearts UnGuarded...
I know you hurt, because I do
I've been made fool, and you've been lied to
You've cried out, and I'm filled with doubt
And the time has come around
For us to love like love is what we started
Like it was our idea and invention
lets put down the armor and love, Hearts Un-Guarded
More...

Upside of Love...
You're the upside of love
When things are looking down
The tickle that makes
smiles out of frowns
My natural, un-induced high
There's no need for drugs
You're the upside of kisses and hugs
When things go terribly wrong
I can count on you to move me along
You're the upside of love
The sun in the shade
The beautiful colors that never fade
I can now say that I love you in every way
My upside of love, never turn away...
(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

Inspirational Showcase: "I, Too, Sing America"

2009-07-24T03:24:00.012-04:00

I, Too, Sing America by Langston Hughes

I, too, sing America.
I am the darker brother.
They send me to eat in the kitchen
When company comes,
But I laugh,
And eat well,
And grow strong...

Tomorrow,
I'll be at the table
When company comes.
Nobody'll dare
Say to me,
"Eat in the kitchen,"
Then.
Besides,
They'll see how beautiful I am
And be ashamed--
I, too, am America.

In middle school I recited this poem. One of the few reasons I decided to pursue writing and poetry. This poem speaks volumes about the racial struggle and controversy in this country. With the election of a black/multi-racial president, the "Tomorrow" that Hughes speaks of is officially Today! Enjoy one of my favorite poems. This poem also inspired me to write the story "(I want to be) That American Dream".

*Source of Poem
*More About Langston Hughes

Everybody Wants Their Rainbow

2009-07-23T00:16:00.006-04:00

Everybody wants their rainbow, but nobody wants to stand in the rain

We all want the glory, but no one wants to endure the pain
In life and love, we are never guaranteed a win,
So sometimes you gotta be ready to lose the game
So often we risk everything to not stay, because its easier just to go
But I'm wise enough to know,
it takes rain and sunshine to make the rainbow
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We all want our pretty design in the sky,
but we never want to to walk, before we fly
The try always comes before the successful end,
and you can't have the finish before the begin
We all can be lazy at times, wanting things given to us
Its hard sometimes to go out and find the things that complete us
Why find a solution to the problem when its easier to fuss
But I'm wise enough to know,
it takes rain and sunshine to make the rainbow

[Daily Music] Kings of Leon - Use Somebody

2009-07-22T16:11:00.004-04:00

Ever feel like you can use somebody? Feeling lonely, missing the ones you care about? Ever been surrounded by people and still feel alone? Then this is the song for you. I loved this song from the first time I heard it. I love its tempo and the vocals and especially its meaning... This song has few and simple lyrics, but they say a lot. Sometimes you just need someone to notice and care for YOU!

"And all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers undercover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you"
More...

"I've been roaming around always looking down at all I see.
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach.
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you"

Definitely check out more from Kings of Leon... With an awesome song like this, I know they have more great music to offer. [Official Music Video]

Words of Inspiration: Perfect People...

2009-07-21T11:21:00.007-04:00

DON'T EXIST! [End of Post]

Lol, but yeah, NO, Perfect People are just a figment of our imagination. Stop looking for Mr. Perfect and Ms. Perfect.... Stop trying to find friends that fit your every need and requirement... Learn to accept people for their flaws... Lets begin to Love Again! If it isn't detrimental to your health and your harmony, then just let it be... Because if you're searching for perfection, you'll be searching for a long time.More...

Also, I was randomly net surfing and I saw this pic... I like it... People aren't perfect except [maybe] when they smile.... WHEN THEY ARE HAPPY AND AT PEACE!! =)

>>People...

[Daily Music] R&B/Soul #musicmonday

2009-07-20T14:43:00.023-04:00

Since I am a huge fan of twitter now, I'm gonna do #musicmonday type theme for Daily Music today. I'm giving you a lengthy list of songs I'm digging today. But this week I'm going to stick with the R&B/Soul Genre. Hope you enjoy your day and don't forget to follow me on Twitter. Happy #musicmonday

'Why I Love You So Much' - Monica -"You got a tender sweet love that weakens me and takes over me, whenever we touch.... Baby thats just why I love you so much...." [This Girl Has A VOICE on her, one of my fave 90's throwback]

'Sweet Thing' - Mary J. Blige - "I wish you were my lover, but you act so undercover. Love ya child my whole life long, its be right or be wrong........ Love Me Now or I'll Go Crazy." [Mary is the definition of R&B when it comes to the ladies, one of her best performances here in this Chaka remake]

'Silently' - Maxwell - "Been a while since alone in your room, been around but haven't found no one like you..... Don't speak, Now with your soul, tell me silently, tell me you know each thought without a word...." [Maxwell is just a singer, no gimmicks, no dancing... just a mic, music and lyrics and he speaks to your soul]

'Lesson Learned' - Alicia Keys - "He broke my heart, now it's raining just to rub it in... Sometimes some lies can take a minute to fully realize. His tears, your eyes, 30 seconds to apologize. You give it one more chance like the time before........" [Alicia teams with John Mayer, do I need to say more? This song is for anyone who has been hurt, and learned the lesson]

'Lie to Me' - NeYo - "I don't want reality, actually reality stinks.... Tell me another lie, I don't wanna know what I know to be true" [Ne-Yo definitely one of the best R&B male acts to appear after the turn of the century... would I lie to you? LOL]

'Butterflies' - Michael Jackson - "All you got to do is not answer my call when I'm trying to get through, Keep me wondering why? When all I can do is sigh...." [Michael Jackson + R&B ballad, do I need to say more, NOPE! So I won't...]

'That's The Way Love Goes' - Janet Jackson - "Like a moth to a flame, burned by the fire. My love is blind, can't you see my desire?..... Ohhh I'm gonna take you there, That's the way love goes...." [Janet sounds smooth on this classic slow jam, and thats the way love goes...]

'Sista' - Novel - "Sista, you been on my mind, so sista you're one of a kind. Sista I'm keeping my eye on you, I bet you think I don't know nothing bout singing the blues.... I got news for you I'm something, I hope you think you're something to..."

'Isn't She Lovely' - Stevie Wonder - "Isn't she precious, just less than one minute old.... But Isn't she lovely, made from love" [Mr. Wonder wrote this song about his newborn daughter, but even if you dn't have kids you can relate to the emotion that he shares through this song... GREAT MUSICIAN]

'You Mean The World To Me' - Toni Braxton - "I would sure like to believe you, my heart wants to receive you... Now its gonna take some workin, but I believe youre worth it. Long as your intentions are good, so good..." [Toni Braxton has one of the most unique female voices ever! She blows you away with this song... You have to love it....]

In The Late of The Night

2009-07-20T03:20:00.011-04:00

Y'all I'm Still Up.... This Is Getting Out of Control... I need to go to sleep....
this is something I wrote out of helpless, boredom =(

Why am I still awake?

In the Late of The Night
I'm Still Awake, watching
In the Heat of The Night
Ugh I'm still awake, I should
Be studying or being creative
In The Late of The Night
But I'm just snacking, wasting
Valuable and precious sleep time
In the Late of The Night
I'm STILL awake, unfortunately
Feeling I need someone to help me
To go to sleep, peacefully

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

Inspiration & Music: The Lord Is My Shepherd - Cissy Houston

2009-07-19T09:05:00.018-04:00

Daily Music and Inspiration all wrapped in one! Today is Sunday, so I decided to showcase one of my favorite gospel songs EVER! Cissy Houston's song; "The Lord is My Shepherd" from her daughter Whitney's 1996 movie, The Preacher's Wife. This song is everything! From beginning to end this song will put you in the spirit, the song is a song adaptation of Psalms 23 from The Old Testament. Cissy's voice sounds great and she is backed by the all-star Hezekiah Walker And The Love Fellowship Crusade Choir.

"He Leadeth Me, In The Path of Righteousness...
Ye, Though I Walk Through The Valley of Shadow of Death,
I Will Fear No Evil for Thou Are With Me
Thy Rod and Thy Staff,
There To Comfort Me"
More...

The Lord is with you all the time, there isn't a time he will ever leave you. I know there are times when you may feel you are alone (because at times I do), but know he is there protecting and comforting you! Any time you feel you have fallen or at a lost or feel that others have gotten the best of you, look to your Lord to "Restore Your Soul"

"He prepareth the table, before me
in the presence of my enemies...
surely goodness and mercy
shall follow me all the days of my life
and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord
forever and ever"

The Preacher's Wife movie and soundtrack are very inspirational to me..... here are some other songs from the soundtrack to help you "Restoreth Your Soul"

Enjoy your Sunday and have a blessed week!

Enjoy Yourself

2009-07-18T03:29:00.011-04:00

I hurt
I hurt not because I'm in pain
I hurt because my inability to be truthful
causes you to refrain from joy
I hurt because I smile as you laugh
When I know that there isn't anything happy
It hurts because there are secrets you know not of
and plans I don't tell you that I have
I hurt because you're perfect, you have done your best
while being dealt the least
It hurts knowing I didn't even try
I hurt because I know there will come a time when I leave
only have told you half the story, you'll be left to figure the rest
Never knowing the full when, who, where, how or why
When I'm gone don't you even dare begin to cry
I was never worth the tears nor the time it takes for them to dry.
Let me hurt, and you learn to enjoy yourself
I have committed sins against your love, and deserve the poor man's life
You have been everything, and deserve everything
a life where love, truth, and happiness are the valuable materials of wealth
and everything you want reigns supreme...
Enjoy Yourself!

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

[I Want to Be] That American Dream

2009-07-16T23:33:00.017-04:00

I want to be that American Dream. I want to be as famous as Elvis or as gorgeous as Marilyn. I want to be all for America like George Washington and as pro-black as Tupac. I want to encompass all aspects of America, being as Latino as Jennifer and George Lopez or as Asian as Vera Wang. I want to be humble and polite like Dick Van Dyke.

I want to be that American Dream. I want to be everywhere like Oprah and own everything like Trump. I want to be handsome like Denzel and nominated like Jack Nicholson. I want to be rich like Bill Gates, while being as poor as the rest of us. I want to be like Johnny and keep you up late. I want to be like Dan Rather and keep you up to date. I want to be hounded like Britney Spears and photographed like Tyra and Cindy Crawford. I want to fly like Jordan, hit like Babe, kick like Hamm, putt like Woods, swim like Phelps and serve like Williams[both] ALL AT THE SAME TIME.

I want to be that American Dream. I want to be pop culture and sit atop the charts like Michael. I want to be as sexual Madonna and as innocent as Miley Cyrus. I want a voice so stunning like Whitney and the ability to charm a decade like Mariah. I want to be as proud as Tina Turner and a genius like Berry Gordy or Clive Davis.I want to have fun like Cyndy while being as committed as Babyface. I want to be crazy like Eddie Murphy. I want to be funny like Mary Tyler Moore. And, I want to laugh like Ed McMahon.
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I want to be that American Dream. I want to be invested like the Rockefeller's, and as political as the Kennedy's'. I want to be as sneaky as the Bush's, and as talented as the Jackson's'. I want to be loved like Sonny and Share or as hated as Michael Moore. I want to be pure and wholesome like the Brady Bunch and dirty and raunchy like Sex and the City. I want to be dutiful like Angelina Jolie and Michael J. Fox. I want to be charitable like Eleanor and as wonderful as Jackie-Onassis. I want to be the beginning like the Obama's and I want to see the end of "waste less mentality" [*].

I want to be that American Dream. I want to be Hollywood like Cali, and gritty like N.Y. I want to be as pure as the Midwest and as flirty as South Beach. I want to be as big as Texas and as small as Rhode Island. I want to rain like Seattle and dry up like Vegas. I want snow like Green Bay only to melt like Alabama. I want to be as new Hawaii and as old as Jamestown. I want to be as free as slaves and as captured as flying birds.

I want to be Touched By An Angel like Della Reese. I want to live forever in Disneyland and die in the Grand Canyon. I want to be everything, while being nothing. I want to be that American Dream; I want to be Everything American!

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

[Daily Music] The Fray - Look After You

2009-07-16T17:50:00.007-04:00

The perfect rock ballad = Melody, drum progression, well sung lyrics. The Fray did an awesome job with their 2005 song "Look After You". It has been booming all day and will continue to into the night. It's the right balance of soft and rough to be one of those perfect all day songs. This is one of those songs I HAVE TO HAVE ON MY iPod!!!! Take a listen below.... and tell me what you think!

"If I don't say this now I will surely break

As I'm leaving the one I want to take

Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait

My heart has started to separate...

Ohh Ohh Ohh Ohh, Baby Baby, I'll Look After You"

Domain Changes...

2009-07-14T20:45:00.007-04:00

This blog is no longer hosting from 'lyricaltreats.blogspot.com' but is now 'www.lyricaltreats.com'. For the next few days there may be some server errors, while the servers try to switch over domain. Please bear with me and the site. Thank You!

NEW Contact E-Mail is: blog@lyricaltreats.com
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Computers...

2009-07-14T16:51:00.006-04:00

Computers are stupid.

Computers suck.

They aren't worth anything.

They depreciate faster than cars.

They're like a bad relaionship or that old pair of sneakers...

You know you shouldn't, you know it's bad for you... and no matter how much you tell yourself to get another.... YOU KEEP THE ONE WHAT YOU GOT, TILL YOU CAN'T KEEP IT NO MORE!

I HATE IT.

My Advice... GET ANOTHER PC, Relationship and Pair of Shoes... At Least You'll Feel Better and Save Yourself the Frustration Later!

Can you Guess That I'm Having a PC Problem???

Well You're Right! LOL

I Think I Have a Virus and It's getting on my Last Nerve!

The Experience

2009-07-13T15:13:00.003-04:00

To love you has been the greatest experience I've ever known
To hold you and feel you, is the exact meaning of feeling warm

Being with you is an experience worth, not being unknown
Love is not what we get in the end, nor what was there to begin

Love is the experience, the journey, the war, the day by day
Its the fights, the kisses, the disappointments, the bed where we lay

The experience is worth it all, I wouldn't give it up for nothing
Although you're gone the experience gives me everything, everything I need

Experience is the seed needed to flourish, so I'm glad its planted
After all is said and done, I know I'll never take another experience for granted.

(C)2009 Kendall Paul

[Daily Music] Buju Banton - Untold Stories

2009-07-13T14:45:00.004-04:00

"Who can afford to run will run but what about those who can't
they will have to stay
Opportunity a scarce, scarce commodity in dis time I say...
Its a competive world for low budget people
Spending the dime while earning the nickel
with no regards for who it might tickle my cup if full to the brim"

There are many untold stories, in his song Buju Banton explains the stories often unheard, from his homeland. He does this smoothly over a great island beat and vibe. He speaks out, better yet sings out about the injustice of big corporations and the struggles that poor people have to struggle for. You don't have to be poor or under privileged to understand or sympathize with what Banton speaks about.

"We could go on and on the full has never been told."

[Daily Music] Santana - Maria Maria

2009-07-11T16:32:00.005-04:00

A great song, great vibe, Latin flavor and easy to groove to! I'm going out later and this is the perfect song for partying and having a great upbeat day. Carlos Santana on guitar and Wycleff on production = Perfect! Maria Maria will be on blast all day!

oh Maria Maria
She reminds me of a west side story
Growing up in Spanish Harlem
She's living the life just like a movie star

Main Street Heaven [V.2, Bridge and Hook]

2009-07-10T18:22:00.003-04:00

Tripping on the thoughts that consume my night.
Longing to love you someday in the light
You were my world, with you by my side
I was able to light my desire and imagination.
The love you gave was the center
of my morning noon and night fascination.

Dreams of us picnicking in the park
Only to awake hungry, lonely distant and far.
While in dreamland you're close enough to touch.
But you are nowhere to be found in reality
My dreams play tricks and games on me
and my life, the nightmare shows the truth, unfortunately

*
The other day I dreamth we were we again
Then my alarm rang, I got up and again, the nightmare began
You are gone and I know I must begin to accept
Dreaming that I was a better a man, and you would've never left

*
I love my dreams because they lack the laws of time.
In my dreams I can love you like I loved you yesterday
In these dreams, you never fade away.
All is calm and all is beautiful, Love reigns supreme
And this is why I continue to have hope in dreams.
Dreaming of you keeps all things in order like 5, 6, 7
Cause when I'm dreaming about you it's like
I'm walking on main street heaven.

[Daily Music] Chrisette Michele - Notebook

2009-07-10T17:24:00.003-04:00

"Take my notebook read every thought in my mind"

Ever been in love and just couldn't tell the other person? Ever wrote about? Well Chrisette has. In her song "Notebook" she tells about writing in her notebook, writing her heart on every page. Great melody and groove this is a love song with spunk. I have been enjoying it throughout the day!!

Words of Inspiration: Subconscious

2009-07-09T23:25:00.005-04:00

Your subconscious speaks VOLUMES.... Go over some things you've said, done, dreamed about or written lately and you will see THE THINGS YOU DO SUBCONSCIOUSLY can have a HUGE insight about the tings you are feeling and thinking...

* I wrote this W.O.I. because I noticed this in some stuff I did... CAUGHT MYSELF OF GUARD....L.O.L.*

People...

2009-07-06T14:34:00.006-04:00

People, People, People.
People come and People go
People are here and near
People can be far and wide, hi and lo
Sometimes People care
and other times they are so so
People are the truth
even though they lie
People have no limit
Although they can't fly into the sky
People are heroes, and demons all the same
People created the competition
only so they could win the game
People want the glory and the honor
but People don't want to pay the price for fame.
Being a person is all the more worth it
Because people are perfect at being perfectly imperfect.

(Wrote this really fast while sitting in the library, observing people and their conversations and stuff...)

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

[Daily Music] Thriving Ivory - Hey Lady

2009-07-06T13:57:00.011-04:00

"I Refuse To Believe That Love Is For The Weak.... I'M NOT VULNERABLE"

Thriving Ivory's music and lyrics fused with their lead's chilling voice equals great songs. They have worked their way into the list of my favorite bands. One of my favorite tracks off of their self-titled debut album, "Hey Lady" is the song for today! Heart filled lyrics of apology and beautiful piano melodies matched with a very well done video, PURE AWESOME....

Main Street Heaven [V.1 and Hook]

2009-07-02T15:35:00.004-04:00

I had a dream I could breathe under water and fly high in the sky
I had a dream I was loved unconditionally
But I awoke to a bed that lay empty
I could of sworn I was important
but when my eyes open to no one I am potent

I had a dream I was king and had all the riches in the world
But when I awoke I only had this old diamond ring,
the one you wore when you were my girl.
I been dreaming much as of late
I guess I love to play in my mind as I sleep
It's a lot better then facing the world when I'm awake

I love my dreams because they lack the laws of time
In my dreams I can love you like I loved you yesterday
In these dreams, you never fade away
All is calm and all is beautiful, Love reigns supreme
And this is why I continue to have hope in my dreams
Dreaming of you keeps all things in order like 5, 6, 7
Cause when I'm dreaming about you it's like
I'm walking on main street heaven.

[2 be continued]

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

[Daily Music] Adele - Hometown Glory

2009-07-02T14:39:00.006-04:00

Adele's vocals are very unique and inspiring. She gives me chills when she sings. One of her best songs from her first release[19], "Hometown Glory" is today's daily music. A great piano intro that builds to the great vocal performance and lyrics.

"I've been walking in the same way as I did..."

Two Pretzels Please

2009-06-30T00:19:00.010-04:00

We used to love as softly as fresh rolled sourdough

Now we touch and kiss as tough as pretzels
Why don't we love like we used to
When love was as sweet as cinnamon rolls
We have now become salty and bitter like pretzels
Where did WE go, How did we lose our love
When did out hearts burn out and brown
and the cakes of passion we built fall down
I'm standing in the bakery line of Love and Trust
Wondering if I said, "TWO PRETZELS, Please"....

Lyrically Me: Part Three

2009-06-29T23:31:00.004-04:00

I came to put my heart on the line
And in doing so drop a few signs of the perpetual design
through the trusty grapevine
that help you be a better child
of love, hope, peace, and creativity
In hopes that you hear them, but not only hear them
but that you open your soul to the wisdom
yes the wisdom that comes pouring out of this ink pen
I love this so, and you too that I dare wish
Your Stevie Wonder eyes to see again
and your Beethoven ears to hear the wind
and for the heartless ones to feel once more
and for the sinners to taste redemption instead of sin
Are thou listening to thee, are you feeling the words I speak
are you ready to be One and at peace
Open your eyes, clear your mind, express your soul, feel the desire
Spread your love and individuality and when you feel you're complete
Proclaim to the world and the heavens esctatically
That you'll be forever lyrically you, and I shall forever be lyrically me...

Lyrically Me: Part One
Lyrically Me: Part Two

(C)2009 Kendall-Paul

Words of Inspiration: Gold?

2009-06-29T16:16:00.004-04:00

"Everything that Glitters ain't gold" and the "grass is not always greener on the other side of the fence...." I'm basically saying don't always chase after everything u THINK you want or need. Sometimes the best thing for you is in front of your face. Don't ever find yourself searching for the pot of gold without digging in your own backyard, you may be sitting on your own gold mine.

[Daily Music] India.Arie - India's Song

2009-06-28T15:48:00.003-04:00

"I wanna go where the mountains are high enough to echo my song
I wanna go where the rivers run deep enough to drown my shame
I wanna go where the stars shine bright enough to show me the way
And I wanna go where the wind calls my name"

India.Arie is a beautiful artist, her music is soothing to the soul and her voice tells a story. Today I have been letting my mind wonder along with HER song ("India's Song"). It is beautifully written and you can tell she was getting a lot off her chest. "India's Song" appears on her album Testimony: Vol. 1, Life & Relationship. The chorus along is very deep and moving, just wait till you get to the verses. Enjoy!

Me and My Nightlight

2009-06-27T23:34:00.010-04:00

I'm not afraid to say, I moved the nightlight into my room
Hell yeah! Because the darkness can be lonely and unsure
It can be frightening and full of unknown whats and whos

I ain't afraid to say I'm scared of the black night
I'm so very not interested in venturing into the dark
That's why I'm sleeping with that little light turned up extra bright

It's hard to not know shit even when its happening to you
And I don't care if you laugh at me and my nightlight
Its what guides me through the night, and directs my moves

Yes I'm afraid of the dark, cause in the dark I can't see
So I'm hoping that the nightlight can help increase my view
Its in this blank sea, that I ask what or who shall become of me

Storm

2009-06-27T17:43:00.008-04:00

The rain pours harder and harder,

I look out my window and I see the storm is rising,

Outside looks like a melting pot of sadness,

The wind blows tougher and tougher,

And the house shakes and my spirit shivers,

Outside feels like all the forgotten souls are crying,

The thunder begins and it seems the storm is rising.

Words of Inspiration: Wishes

2009-06-26T15:28:00.004-04:00

Remember: Wishes Don't Always Come True, But Prayers Are Always Heard and Answered In Due Time.

*Poem, "Wishes" coming soon....

Sleep Don't Come Easy...

2009-06-26T02:34:00.012-04:00

sleep don't come easy, for those with a lot on their mind...
and since im up late night, there must be a lot out there for me 2 define...
i hear the sounds of the night, faucets dripping and floor boards creaking...
my eyes flutter open, and my soul, not my mind goes to thinking...
sleep didn't come like i wanted, so now im awake and im unhappy...
cause i want to sleep like those that have have a clear conscious and a heart that beats freely.....
but i guess they've paid there dues and done their time, cause like everyone says
sleep don't come easy....

Remembering Michael Jackson

2009-06-25T20:40:00.011-04:00

August 29, 1958 - Jne 25, 2009

As a lover of music and songwriter, I'm hurt, saddened and shocked to learn that legendary Pop and R&B star Michael Jackson has died. He was a great musician and humanitarian, and will truly be missed. In his memory I'm posting my top 10 favorite M.J. songs/videos.

"Let us dream of tomorrow where we can truly love from the soul, and know love as the ultimate truth at the heart of all creation. " - Michael Jackson

10. Beat It

9. Billie Jean

8. You Are Not Alone

7. Human Nature

6. Thriller

5. Remember The Time

4. P.Y.T.

3. Smooth Criminal

2. Wanna Be Starting Something

1. Man in the Mirror

*Bonus [Daily Music]

"If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with." - Michael Jackson

Violin

2009-06-25T12:46:00.005-04:00

She cries on the hard, cold floor
about a love lost, but I refuse
I refuse to be her shoulder or crutch

I don't allow myself to become
just another soft handkerchief
that dries her eyes, and cleans the tears

I will not be the violinist that plays
the violin, and provides the music that
accompanies her cries, that make up for his lies

No not this time, I won't allow the strings
Nor the melody to mend her broken feelings
I no longer want to be the picker upper of his messes

I can't continue to rewrite his songs with new chords
I can't continue to play her misery away,
So I walk out of the room, leaving the violin, on the hard, cold floor

I sat it right next to her puddle of tears
She has to draw the bow of her own troubles now,
It's time for her to create her own masterpiece, unfortunately without me

(C) 2009 Kendall-Paul

[Daily Music] John Mayer - Dreaming W/ A Broken Heart

2009-06-24T15:02:00.004-04:00

"When you're dreaming with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part...." This would have to be one of my favorite John Mayer songs. I love the piano introduction and the lyrics are deep, almost everyone can relate. This is definitely one of those songs for an easy going day, like the one I'm having so far. Enjoy and remember its not easy Dreaming With A Broken-Heart.

Words of Inspiration: Failures

2009-06-23T21:16:00.006-04:00

Never Let Your Faults or Failures Outweigh Your Potential and Talents.....

We all are good at something and we all have a purpose... Sometimes you have to dig deep to find it... It took me forever to realize mine, but I'd give a million years to feel what I fee l now... Much Love to All!